Friday, September 30, 2011

Blue

Today has been challenging. I have been super emotional and easily offended.
People say hurtful things but usually I over look them and don't even notice-- today is another story.

I have cried so much out of frustration. I'm totally weened off my medicine now, not sure if that plays a factor or if it is plain old hormones.

I'm not complaining about being pregnant ... I'm ecstatic.

Just hard not being able to have full control of my feelings... I know this will pass soon! Can't wait for Thursdays ultrasound!


Embree + Embryo

Thursday, September 29, 2011

I got poked!

Yesterday which was Wed, September 28th I have my blood drawn to make sure my HCG levels were doubling correctly. Last week on Tuesday September 19th my levels were 26, as of yesterday it doubled to 756! <- pretty sure that's the exact umber.

Seven days until our first Ultrasound! Wish Brian could come with us, but he can't take off work. With that said I'm hoping the kids will behave at 8:30 a.m., haha. I picked the earliest time because I'm that excited and anxious to see little bean bean.

Today I keep having a strange tugging sensation, its real quick and sharp and its on the right lower side of my abdomen, it isn't painful just odd. It almost feel like round ligament but I think that to early. You would think I would remember this stuff ... but I don't!

Anyways, super positive and hopeful today!!

xoxox

Embree + Embryo

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

My Ego is Prego!

Shocking isn't it? No? Not really? That's probably what your thinking because if you know me, you know that I've been having baby fever for some time now.
 Back in April I got pregnant and sadly lost that baby for early, so in return I'm super nervous right now about this pregnancy.


 I found out super early, I mean like last week on September 17, making me like 4 weeks almost 5 weeks at the time. Who knows I can never keep up with my cycles they are so messed up and long! So for the whole 12 days I've known I've been constantly going to the bathroom checking t-p to make sure there is no blood, doing A LOT of praying and hoping.


 So far everything looks great and seems like this is a sticky little bean. Brian is super happy, and somehow ( couldnt keep my mouth shut) Aidan knows about the baby. Which I really didn't want to tell him because welp! lets face it he is 4 years old and if something god forbid does happen to this little bean that would crush him. 


BUT GOING BACK, positive thoughts .... positive thoughts... positive thoughts! 
I can truly say I think everything will be alright, Brian and I, are truly excited about having another little Embree.


 So in the last 12 days I quit smoking, got off my anxiety/depression meds, quit drinking caffiene AND starting taking 200 mg of Prometrium (progesterone). To say I'm an emotional wreck is putting it lightly. Yesterday I cried and freaked my brother out... he is so weird when people cry it like makes me super comfortable.. thinking about it now makes me laugh. 


Pretty sure I'm : 5 weeks 6days along and possibly due May 24, 2012.
 I have my first ultrasound next week on October 6th, and 8:30 a.m. .... hoping to see a beautiful heartbeat.
 Symptoms: 1.TIRED omg tired
 2. VIVID dreams, a lot having to do with sex. Super deep sleeping. 
3.Sore boobs 
4. Have been nauseous but not to bad at all yet. *knock on wood*


 OKAY, no one is going to read this more then likely, because I haven't told anybody yet.. so I'm talking to myself like a crazy wacko.... but thats okay.. right? HAHAHA Heres for hoping and praying!! 
<3 Sarah + Embryo